Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Couldn't think of any thing.

Utopia

There will come a time where wearing white socks will be a quiet rebellion.
When the kids who listen to classical music will be the cool ones on the block.
When children will look up to the fellow with hair that's never been dyed.
When people will wear plain jeans and a white tee to make a statement.
When the kid without a cellphone is envied.
When protesters will be noticed standing still and quiet in front of the government.
When the quiet reserved child is the high school teachers pet.
When humanity reveres introverts and shuns the extroverts.
When being bland is the new unique.
This will all happen when humans tire of the idea of being different.
Much like they did of being the same.

 When I wrote this I thought, what if this actually happened?

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Short story or long story #1 Part 1

This is what I've been working on lately, it's called Sullivan.

       In all the ancient stories and legends angels are not born but are created, well I am here to prove that wrong. Let me introduce my self, hi, my name is Sullivan. I am an angel, and I was born. Some people might think that a baby angel would look like a Cherub, but no they don't look like those cute, snooty, holiday hogging, little naked babies with tiny white wings, that in truth would never keep them airborne. When I was born I looked like any other little baby with pudgy limbs and big cheeks except that I had two ugly, featherless, chicken wings poking out of my back. The doctors labeled them as extra limbs, a twin that never separated. They offered to have them removed, I would say their hearts were in the write place but they weren't. All they saw was another deformed baby from a careless mother who smoked or drank during pregnancy. To them it was a routine procedure like clipping the feathers on a bird to keep them from flying, or the beaks off of baby chicks to stop them from fighting, but my mother knew. She knew why there was two little nubs protruding from between my shoulder blades, she declined the offer amid scowls and confused looks from the doctors, she told them it was for religious reasons. When I was young and growing up I sometimes wished that they were removed, just so I could fit it, be a normal kid, have a normal life, but other times I was undeniably glad I had them.
        When I was seven years old my wings had grown to a span of ten inches, and had brownish, black fuzz on them. My mother had cut holes in the back of all of my shirts, except my church clothes, to accommodate for my wings. When we went to the grocery store she always had this big over sized jacket she would put on me to cover my wings. I hated that jacket so much, I would always fight her when she tried to put me in it, the loose threads in the coat would always catch on my down and pull them out. In the end she would give me a piece of chocolate to bribe me into wearing it. We lived in one of those small town's where gossip would travel fast, and morph quickly into contorted lies and twisted stories. Once while in the grocery store my mother was down the isle looking at deli meat for my lunches, when I decided that it was too hot for the jacket. I made sure mother was turned around then slipped it off, tossing the article into the back of the cart. Stretching my wings I flapped them experimentally churning the air around me. I thought that if I could fly then I would be able to reach the jar of chocolates on the top of the cabinets. I heard a soft squeak behind me and whipped around, Mrs. Isabella Damian, the priests wife who I met once at church when she gave me a cookie for being quiet during the service, was standing there at the end of the isle. Her eyes were as big a saucers and her mouth was open as if she was silently screaming, I waved.

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Been a while.

 


Hey guys, I know it's been a while, just been super busy. I've tried to write at least once every two weeks it's just that life has gotten to me. Seems to happen a lot these days

This week I attempted poetry. This is what I came up with.


Stand Up.

Stand up for yourself.
No one can define who you are to you.
It's out of the question.

Stand up for others.
Remember being that scared kid in the corner?
Be their hero.

Stand up for what you believe in.
Only you can decide what you believe in.
Don't let others decide for you.

Stand up for what is right.
Regardless of who it is committing the wrong.
No one gets to play God.

Stand up and fight.
Fight for yourself don't let others fight for you.
Don't lay down and play possum.

Stand up.
Saepe Peccāmus, we often sin.
Forgive yourself.


Recently I've also been reading a lot of a blog called boy with a hat. I may be slightly addicted to it. Only slightly. Hehe. boy with a hat

 

Monday, March 9, 2015

I Don't Know

Hey guys, I know it's been a while but I just didn't know what to write about. So I'm just going to post this.


Everything was fine, it was fine, and dandy, and life was good and all that jazz. Until she found Carondor and Wene's Toy's.

“Come on Claire get UP! Or I swear to god you'll have to walk to class. ” Quickly following that threat was a pillow. Being thrown. At my face. What an awesome way to wake up. Eyes still closed I groped around for the pillow, after locating it I causally rolled over onto my back and opened my eye's half way. I could barely see Hanna flitting around the dim dorm room gathering her homework and trying to find her keys in the mess from what happened last night. Carefully I took aim, then launched the pillow from the top bunk where I slept. Thwunk!
“Ow!” Hanna whipped around, looking murderous but I could see a smile in her eye's. We had known each other since high school when after hearing that I didn't know anyone in my sophomore English class, promptly turned around and held out her hand to introduce her self. We had been inseparable ever since.
Groaning I slowly sat up and swung my legs over the side of the bed looking at my mismatched socks disappear then reappear from under my bunk as I swung my legs back and forth. The old bunk bed that had been used by many years of students, squeaked every other swing of my feet, and it gave a louder screech (much like a cat in labor) when I launched my self off the side into the abyss. It was only a short drop but, it looked like such a long way down from the top. Thudding onto the wooden floor, I padded over to the coffee maker. The coffee in the pot was hot but old, having just been reheated from the day before. I swept some paper off the small little counter and onto the floor. God, where did all this come from? It was practically coating the floor, coffee table, sofa and every where else it could land on easily. I opened the cabinet dislodging a few more papers from the top. One of them landed on the counter in front of me. I squinted down at it reading the small print. It looked like it had been written by a typewriter. All it said was, “IT HAS BEEN DONE” over and over again, filling the whole page. I could feel goosebumps on my arms as I reached for another one. As I lifted up the paper from the hundreds on the floor a shadow skittered away.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

What Friends are for.

Yesterday marked the 34th birthday of one of my closest friends, and also marks the day that it's been a year since I've talked to him. Seems a little like it was only a week ago that he said bye. So I really don't have a lot to talk about, just don't really know what to do or say or write. There are only two people that I know of that read my blog and it feels like anything I say sorta blows into the wind. But one of those two people that read my blog is a dear dear friend of mine, and even if she doesn't know what is wrong, she doesn't pry or force me into giving her information. She just gives me a hug, and supports me no matter what. And that's why I love her. So I just wanted to thank her.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Crows Don't like Cranberries

Fed a crow. Made friends with the crow. Named the crow Bubby. Bubby flew away. Realized that Bubby looks just like all the other crows. Lost my new friend in a murder of crows. Tried to feed the crows cranberries. They looked at me like I was an idiot. Crows don't like cranberries.

#CrowProblems#LostMyCrow

Guessed which one was Bubby because he didn't fly away. Hope its him. Then all the crows flew away. Haven't seen them since.

Shower-Thoughts

 Shower-Thoughts
Verb
-When one is bored in the shower and thinks of world changing ideas, only to be forgotten once one leaves the shower. 

 After knowing my boyfriend for about 2 years I've realized that he has these really cheesy jokes, and they are terrible. Most of them thought up in the shower. Oh, shower-thoughts how would the world as we know it be here with out you.

We had gone to go see some space movie and on the drive home were discussing how probable the movie actually was. So he made this joke saying,

"So, an engineer invents a cryogenic sleep chamber and decides to sleep 100 years into the future to see what has changed. When he wakes up he realizes that nothing has changed. so he asks a passer by, 'It's 100 years in the future why does it all look the same?' The passer by looks up at hem and says, 'Well all the other engineers had the same idea so nothing got invented."

I know it's a terrible joke, but that's why I love it because it is purely my boyfriend, and I don't know where I would be without his terrible jokes, and his love for science fiction.